love??

some of us think holding on makes us strong but sometimes it is letting go.....
suddenly i just wanna share my thought here...

we're sitting together,enjoying the view of the sunset down in Danga Bay,jb...life's nice n how i wish it'll never end...

that was the dream that just occured to me the last 30 minute ago..i keep wondering sampai skarang knape,,but then i realize that i just x sedia tinggalkan:

• Shameen Sharudin
• Nadia Mubin
• Muhammad Firdaus Nor Shah
• Shah Erzan
• Yusof Rosman

..i mean,thy're r good tho sometimes i act like a complete noob in front of them..i admit it...IM AN INTROVERT!!mmg nmpak like i always know what to say..ape nak ckp..etc2..tp sbnrnye gegabah jugak aq nih..maybe sbb tue jugak i stay single at this very moment...(sigh)...n thx to my friends sbb most of the time being there for me..n exposing aq to this world generally..
i dont wanna leave em' tp kteorg memasing kne further study...utk mse depan beb..hahaha....
to u guys just wanna say,

• dont 4 get me...hhahaha...
• blaja rajin2 wey!!!(ill be joining u guys in universities after i finish matrics...hahaha)
• jgn lose contact bley??(siap text via i-phone imam surau lg...hahahaha)
• i'll always wish u guys the best!!!aja2 fighting!!

ignorance is my new best friend!!

it happened today...
       when i went shopping with mom in Giant Tampoi,JB....i met him....yeah,him that irritates me so much.....i mean after few weeks working with him...i have a confession to make....I HATE U!!!!!......i know u're good...yeah,senior photographer for decades.....yeah2....awesome gler!!!!but hello???being senior doesnt mean u can shout at people!!being good doesnt permit u to cuss people....???n now,in free,,..i mean..yeah,im not working anymore,,,...n please....TOLONG SEDAR DIRI!!!dont act like u're the boss???when u dont even know how to use most of the machines???
         n now....i am proudly saying....I WILL FURTHER MY STUDY!!!i wont get to see u...or listen to you....n i just wanna wish u good luck in finding ur mates...i mean soulmates...hahaha...till then...bye2!!!!!

im coming KOLEJ MATRIKULASI JOHOR!!!!bye2 PHOTO ZOOM!!!!

no editting lagi??!!!!

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so,aja2 fighting fain!!!u can do it!!!

can i choose my way please??

yesterday...yeah,the day where we 2010 spm candidates had been waiting...n finally the result showed...n for me i got foundation in law....some people might find this as interesting but not for me...well,actually at this age,i cant really decide what i wanna be..but still matriculation intake this 23rd may will actually help...i mean in delaying me to make decisions...well,as for my fellas,congrats to u guys...may the light shine through our way!!
hmmm...looking forward to enter matrics...what's it gonna be like??is it tough??can i score???questions,,,,,until 23rd may then i wont know...as for those who arent lucky enough,,be patient guys....where there is a will,there's always a way....maybe u arent lucky this time but who knows,right??be positive!!aja2 fighting??!!

hmmmm...when i enter matrics means i need to let go those stuff i used to do with my besties,which was

• karoks in kbox
• bowling
• free running
• most importantly...bokeh-ing

i need to let go of my 1000d..not to really let it be but for the mean time...i mean,look..matriculation means i have to spare most of my time with books or in other words,ignoring my 1000d...i just cant do that....

to Shah Erzan,
     thx 4 introducing me to such a wonderful career as a junior wedd photographer..though my gadgets arent good as yours still i can do bokeh!!!n meet loads of people...working around...yeah,its nice!!

to Fallen Valcryie,
      thx for being my prey..hahaha...those silly shots i took...well,ill keep it...in case i need it in future???n doing free running with u guys was like damn crazy!!love it man!!

it happens one day in linear park,jb when i get to meet such wonderful people like u guys...*it seems like i am exaggerating....just wanna tell how blessed i am to have such friends as u guys...!!thx Allah 4 finally let me feel this way after going through those hardest part in my life....

LIFE IS COMPLICATED...dont u think??

the road not taken..

jason mraz-beautiful life

It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

La la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Al la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other
And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished

Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is so full of
Ah la la la la la la life is so rough
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is our love
Ah la la la la la

It takes some silence to make sound
It takes a loss before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ha la la la la la life is wonderful
Ha la la la la la life is meaningful
Ha la la la la la life is wonderful
Ha la la la la la life it is...so... wonderful
It is so meaningful
It is so wonderful
It is meaningful
It is wonderful
It is meaningful
It goes full circle
Wonderful
Meaningful
Full circle
Wonderful

here goes the story,
lately, loads of problems mcm stranggling me...there seems to be no end to these..until i even thought of ending my life!!im tired...im alone...to exhausted to fight...so, i just move on to life because i thought that im worthless...nothing seems to work as i plan..until i accidentally found this lyric in my drawer..
adults just dont understand us teenagers...they dont really get it...when u tell them,it makes our problem lot worser..i mean most of the time...
it just makes me feel it is secure to tell them to friends..they understand most of the time...even if they dont,they are willing to lend their shoulders for us..

shades of dreams

  often life is tested with thorns and stones...even a smallest cut would led to a bigger destructions....that's life...though the phrase ''life is simple''may be a cliche' verse for certain individuals,still is fragility is rather undeniable..

maybe im writing this because i just felt that moment when u're too tired to keep on moving..life is just too hard to bear..im 18...too young to take all the responsibilities..when u felt that the whole world is against u...
frankly,i never felt appreciated since i'm a kid...no friends...life was just too lonely...i hate everyone..this world is just not fair..i kept on struggling..the only living soul that i believe then was myself...i thought i could change the fact..though im a dork still i am good at something,though my schoolmates found that being smart means u're a 'skema' type of person...at least im good at something...
then, i entered highschool..i swore that i will leave the old-dorky-plain-jane behind and begin to build the new me...i started talking bad..i cuss a lot..i thought being that kind of person really helps bt the fact was im all messed up..so i started to learn the art of respecting people..being tolerant n those etc2 value..

blurbs???

hye!!
   actually,this is my 1st attempt into writing blogs n stuff.....why??the main reason was that im tired of facebook-ing....there're many things come across my mind everyday n i would really love to put my thoughts into scripts of writings..its weird if i try to compressed everything in a single status,..so i'll jot them here instead..that's all for now..bon voyage everyone!!